MsSharra

I know there is a reason for everything I do. But looking back on the choices I made. And the outcomes of those choices. It makes me feel like I am one stupid girl. Because my feeling are not how I want them to be. They long for you and beg for your love. Although, like I said there is a reason for everything I do. So there is no regret, but their is always a future. So I may make another choice to get what I have lost. But the sad thing is, now I am afraid of the outcome. Afraid if you will accept or reject. Or afraid of the things I will never say. Since, I am shy and I know I made a mistake. I can't seem to to get the word's to say, I love